I can move on with u if u say u can't find ur future.
I can find with u if u say u have no destination.
I can hold ur hands and give u the most calmly habour to stop if u feel tire.
I can tell u I'll be with u until my last heartbeat.
I can stay beside you when u need me there.
I can leave ur side if u tell me u wanna be free.
But u deny it all.
U said I deserve a better one.
U said u won't let me see if u are be with another one.
U said we are not gonna make it till the end.
U break my heart.
And u make me feel scare every second. Keep wondering when are u gonna to leave my side.
U make me feel guitly just because I'm too good.
I learn become independence
I learn become strong enough to take everything
I learn become a girl who can do everything
I learn become so optimistic until people seldom see my tears
All because of u.
I want u to love me more. I want u not to worry about me, I don't wanna be ur burden.
But seems I make u misunderstand, U think I can live without u. U think I'm too good and u're not that good enough for me.
Tell me. What am I supposing to do? So that I can stay u.
U give me a suck reason in order to leave me. U break my heart into pieces and u'll never get to know how hurt am I until my breathing is going to stop. U'll never know.
U give me the strength to love, give me the hope of forever, and u leave me alone here.
I hate u.
I don't wanna stay and wait u everyday, wait for u to say break up with me. So I'm the one to tell u. Since u wanna break, so let's break.
I still here for u. If u ask for stay.
I will leave for u. If u show me nothing.
My first time to say break up with u. I decided not to say it to u forever and tried to work hard on our relationship make it until forever. But u disappoint me. U never show me u're loving me and wanna be forever, like what I always do. This time, my leaving, wanna see if u're loving me, or not.
U're my love one. And u do really really hurt me deep deep more than I can afford. I hate u, I love u.
From your post, the another way to save this love, is to help him build up his self-esteem. Nothing wrong when you grow stronger my dear. It is just he himself couldn't accept it because a guy's ego is a very effective thing in their heart. Try to break down his ego so that he wouldn't think he should leave when you're better than him. Let him feel proud of you for becoming better and stronger. Lead him to the positive way since he already fell into the dark side of self-esteem. Don't ask how my dear, your love will teach you spontaneously. You can do it!
ReplyDelete=) Thanks my dear, thanks for oways there for me when i meet problems in love. thanks for ur guide and i do reli appreciate it. I'll, i'll do wat u have told me, and try. I'' try everythn in order to save my love back. =)
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