For Dear

Planned to sleep on 9 and then wake up at 4, just right when Hong back from work. But thing wasn't gone right, slept on 11 something and soon, woke up at 12 due to hungry...

Kinda lazy to walk down, and cook myself a maggi, but after thought and thought and thought repeatly, I still did it. Went down, cooked maggi + egg, cold water, and, online. Haha.

Finished eating and now, sitting in front of my laptop. Facebook-ing and trying to write  something in my blog.

Hmm, nothing much to write about lately. Due to my simple lifestyle at home. Nothing much to do, nothing much happen. Easy come easy go haha.

Anyway, isn't really in good mood today. Maybe also for the next few days.
Never show up, don't wanna let mummy daddy worry. Hidden inside my room only I'll take away my mask, the mask with charming smile.

Hmm.

You larr. The one who makes me like this. Haiz. Blame you?? No I'm not doing this. Just...haiz babbling.

I'm worrying about you, although I never tell you. Working in such a place, so complicated place. I just don't like it. But what to say? You need work, you need money, that's my fault too. Dear, take good care of yourself can? I'll always here pray for you safety. I don't know is that too over to say about these, but, I just aren't feel good about it.

Somemore I'm nt there beside you. No one is going to takecare of you. When you back home, no one wait for you, maybe cooks for you. Everytime I will think how good if I'm there with you. Wait for you. Heartache for seeing you work until so late, worry about your health also.

What I can only do for you is, staying up in the middle of the night, waiting for you. Maybe have a call to you, listening your story about today's stuff, and, sleep with you...eventough not beside you.

Dear, don't forget that I'm here, I'm the one who loves you so much.