Face with Death

Early in the morning, was awoke by my STEWPID kidney >< Urghhh.

My kidney pain again. Feeling suffered.

The first thing rushed into my mind was, is it I'm going to die...?? Haizx wanna let Tee scolds again, think too much = = Hahax

But, soon think about something...Not bad to care about, hahax



Who is the person that I just can't let go until my last heartbeat...?

Answer :: Absolutely my parents. They rise me up, feed me, care me, love me. I don't wanna see their faces of sad due to my death. And I even can't  repay their paid off. Haiz, sad.

What is/are the things I wanna do before I die?

Answer :: Many. Hahax. I want earn many many money, I want let my parents have their comfortable life, meanwhile not to worry about me. =] I want let my sister and brother can fulfill their dreams whatever they wanna reach. I wanna let my family feel proud of me. Hahax. One more stupid thing. I want get married. Hahax. Isn't that funny huh? But, for me, it shall be the happiest moment, or the prettiest moment for a girl. Sure larr, also for the time later, become his wife, spend the rest  of my life with him, and also our children...Hahax. (Shy shy)

What will you say to people before you die?

Answer :: To my parents I'll say, "Daddy Mummy, I love you". To my didi and meimei I'll say, "Be a good person, work hard on your future". To my dear I'll say, "Don't cry, you deserve the better one" (fake hahax). To my friends I'll say, "Stay happy as when I was there beside you all". (hahax wanna cry already)

So, what's the conclusion?

Answer :: Hahax. Sure is, I DON'T WANNA DIE SO FAST larr. XD Still got lot things wait for me to achieve, that's a waste for die so young. Haha. I'll take good care myself, for my dearest family...for my lovely Hong...for my precious friends also...I regret larr >< I want take good care of myself from now on lerr >< Solli solli T^T

p/s :: aha long time din write such a HAPPY (?!) blog lerr, owis the sad sad stuff >< Huhu, enjoy urself XD