My love... Here am I...did u notice that I'm the one who love you so much?...but also the one who being hurt by you so so much...
I'm wondering how can I put myself in this suck situation...I hate it but I just couldn't pull myself out of that mess...
You got her by your side all the time before we met up...
You dated with her,
You said you love her,
You called her baby,
You held her hands,
You hugged her...
You do that eventot we ARE together now...
You do that eventot you told me that the one you love is me but not her...
I start to become a dual-personalities person...
One side of me keeps telling myself,
Be the one who can make him loves you more...
Be the one who is called perfect to him...
Be the one who is better than the Her...
Be the one...who is able to replace Her...
Meanwhile the other side of me tells me the opposite words,
I think this is the angel's side...
It tells me that,
Don't I let such situation be continued...
Don't be so devil that make Her cry...
Don't...don't make him feel guilty anymore...
Just leave him, let him breathes and relieves...Leave him flawlessly...
I can't... I can't be both neither evil nor angel...I just can't make it...
Then the only thing I could do is close up my eyes, my ears, and my mind...
Selfishly enjoy the love and the pampering he gives to me...
Stupidly believe all the words he tells me...
And just be myself...blindly ignore all the facts loving you...
Perhaps someday we might brake up
Perhaps someday you might give up on me and walk towards the girl that with you all the time
Perhaps someday we might be forever...
Perhaps someday...I might cry......
I'm wondering how can I put myself in this suck situation...I hate it but I just couldn't pull myself out of that mess...
You got her by your side all the time before we met up...
You dated with her,
You said you love her,
You called her baby,
You held her hands,
You hugged her...
You do that eventot we ARE together now...
You do that eventot you told me that the one you love is me but not her...
I start to become a dual-personalities person...
One side of me keeps telling myself,
Be the one who can make him loves you more...
Be the one who is called perfect to him...
Be the one who is better than the Her...
Be the one...who is able to replace Her...
Meanwhile the other side of me tells me the opposite words,
I think this is the angel's side...
It tells me that,
Don't I let such situation be continued...
Don't be so devil that make Her cry...
Don't...don't make him feel guilty anymore...
Just leave him, let him breathes and relieves...Leave him flawlessly...
I can't... I can't be both neither evil nor angel...I just can't make it...
Then the only thing I could do is close up my eyes, my ears, and my mind...
Selfishly enjoy the love and the pampering he gives to me...
Stupidly believe all the words he tells me...
And just be myself...blindly ignore all the facts loving you...
Perhaps someday we might brake up
Perhaps someday you might give up on me and walk towards the girl that with you all the time
Perhaps someday we might be forever...
Perhaps someday...I might cry......
dun blind... open ur eyes... open all u hv.. tink 4 ur future.. n the most important is take k urself... dun tired urself... promise k?
ReplyDeleteenen^^ i'll,, the most important thng for me now is study work hard!!!hahahaha XD let's gambateh ya^^ anyway,, thx ya assistant XD
ReplyDeletei wont let ppl whu wrong judged me looking down geh!!!Gambateh!!!=)
Just enjoy whatever you have for now ^^ life is short, there are no correct or wrong in love. It is all depends. As long as you happy can jor ^^
ReplyDeletelife is short, play more~ xbox advertisement xD many things don't hv right or wrong.. just depends how u look about it ^^ if duno anything juz ask ur forever dear assistant~ muahahahhahaha xD
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