Give Up to My Love

Woke up from a dream that could make me die b'cuz of deep deep guilty, I know what make me dream such stuff...I read her blog before I get in my sleep and saw her photos, and that do really make me almost lose my ability to think...Then I sent u the message, asked u to get back to her side...I was not really know what am I doing at that point...

She seems love u so much so deeply...

She can do many things in order to be with u...

She do everything is considering u...

U r her everything...It's sound like this...

I have not really confidence that can love u as deep as her, by satisfying herself and all is for u...
I even don't know what can I do for u to make u happier when we are together...
But she did, she always want u to be good always think about your benefits...
Don't want u to waste so much money, don't want u to feel sad...
And can let u go without a sound eventhough she is in worst...I just couldn't love u so much as her......



I'm always do my own things and sometimes even did ignored u...I do not share my problems with u, I didn't do anything for u eventhough I really want to because of I'm too focus in my study, family and friends, I'm always put all my problems in the top list in my life but with u at the second...I don't think that I'm good enough to give u the completed love that actually she could give u...



I'm sorry to ask u back to her and I know that she will be happy in this and then accept u back...



I almost kill her without acknowledge that's enough for me to feel guilty im my life...!



Maybe u don't know whether u are loving her or not...

But u did also said that we both are important for u, u did also said that u don't know which to choose...That's enough to brake my heart into pieces...



I just don't know how to face with u and talk with u and even pick up ur phone after all these came into my love to u...



I know that I love u



Maybe I can pretend that all things didn't happen at all and be your brother or buddy when we meet and study together, be with u in the other form of love...