You've disappointed me out. Damn disappointed on you, Tan Kok Hong!
You're the worst guy I've ever meet.
You never leave a message on what you're doing what you're going and even tough you know I'll keep waiting in scare and alone, I'll stay awake in midnight just to open the door for you when you back. You know but you pretending not! You suck! You never fulfil every of your promise not this time too! You idiot! You asshole!
You make me fuck off.
Is that funny? Let me tell you now and ever, we've done!
Aug 20, 2011
♀Change♂
Realize that I'm not the me that I used to be when I was the freshman to here. It's sad that I know you're the one who change me, or the love does changed me.
Fall back to the past, the saddest past that I wish I could never retouch it but I did. I was too much care on my man. Lived in scare and worry everyday and still, too much care and feels of insecure. Mistrusting everyone. Maybe I was held the rope too tight and the last he still gone. I lost everything that I care the most.
Once again the scene replay.
I love you. Just too much than the beginning until I can't afford it at all. I started to hold on it and tighten, tighten and tighten. Perhaps I'm relying you on everything in my world. In simple words, I couldn't lose you.
Is that seems too hard for you to be relied? I know it.
And you started to not respond to me when I'm sad and down, not even try an effort to make me laugh. And if I want it, I've to beg it. That's so hard, for me to beg. You're starting to request for more and more and more, about my attitude, my appearance, my everything and I've tired to respond to it. You're not with any feeling anymore when I ask for leaving.
Every of it does scared me.
You'll be him again, and I'm going to be hurt once again.
Is that mean that, if I change, not to care about you, and having back my own world, will be good for both of us?
Hwai said, we are girls and we should not beg for love, but try to find the happiness by ourselves, she is right.
Sometimes I know my temper is the factor for us to fight. I'll change it for you and try not to tighten you. You should have your own life and so for me :)
Lets be happy and let the bad things go~ Yet I'm still loving you❤
Fall back to the past, the saddest past that I wish I could never retouch it but I did. I was too much care on my man. Lived in scare and worry everyday and still, too much care and feels of insecure. Mistrusting everyone. Maybe I was held the rope too tight and the last he still gone. I lost everything that I care the most.
Once again the scene replay.
I love you. Just too much than the beginning until I can't afford it at all. I started to hold on it and tighten, tighten and tighten. Perhaps I'm relying you on everything in my world. In simple words, I couldn't lose you.
Is that seems too hard for you to be relied? I know it.
And you started to not respond to me when I'm sad and down, not even try an effort to make me laugh. And if I want it, I've to beg it. That's so hard, for me to beg. You're starting to request for more and more and more, about my attitude, my appearance, my everything and I've tired to respond to it. You're not with any feeling anymore when I ask for leaving.
Every of it does scared me.
You'll be him again, and I'm going to be hurt once again.
Is that mean that, if I change, not to care about you, and having back my own world, will be good for both of us?
Hwai said, we are girls and we should not beg for love, but try to find the happiness by ourselves, she is right.
Sometimes I know my temper is the factor for us to fight. I'll change it for you and try not to tighten you. You should have your own life and so for me :)
Lets be happy and let the bad things go~ Yet I'm still loving you❤
你...想我吗?
好想知道，
你那一晚对流星许下的是什么愿望?
好想知道，
你说我们象这首歌一样，是什么意思?
好想知道，
你背着我头也不回的离开那一刻，心里想的是什么?
好想知道，
再看见我的你，没感情了吗?
好想知道，
当你看见我为你付出得那么多，会心疼吗?
还想知道，
你
还会不会偶尔担心，
我
过得好不好…?
你那一晚对流星许下的是什么愿望?
好想知道，
你说我们象这首歌一样，是什么意思?
好想知道，
你背着我头也不回的离开那一刻，心里想的是什么?
好想知道，
再看见我的你，没感情了吗?
好想知道，
当你看见我为你付出得那么多，会心疼吗?
还想知道，
你
还会不会偶尔担心，
我
过得好不好…?
Aug 14, 2011
肤浅の人
我知道我在别人的眼中，是个很强势的女朋友。至少他的朋友是这么说。
那一晚，我哭了。
他走过来抱着我，安慰我。
那一晚，我明白了，也看开了。
我不是强势，他也不是软弱。这，是一种尊敬。
他尊敬我的每一个决定，而且每当他做不出决定的时候，他都会问我的意见。
因为有尊敬，所以我们才能在一起。
因为我们互相了解，才不会有误会。
他懂，我不是霸道。
我懂，他不是软弱。
我们也会争吵，
因为两个人一定会有两个不同的性格和想法。
我们为了让对方明白，所以争吵。
但是我们不为了误会和妒忌而伤害感情。
当然很多东西是旁人看不到的。
当我也会有询问他决定的时候，他们都没看到，或者他们主观地不看到。
因为他尊敬我。
因为我珍惜他。
很多肤浅的人看表面，就自以为是的下定论。
无所谓。
他说，他懂我，就够了 :)
p/s: Sometimes you just too straight forwards and too subjective when you are dealing with things, no matter friendship or love. You judge based on what you think. I hope that one day you will realise that you're wrong and that's why things aren't going right with you. And hope that day won't be too late for you to regret.
那一晚，我哭了。
他走过来抱着我，安慰我。
那一晚，我明白了，也看开了。
我不是强势，他也不是软弱。这，是一种尊敬。
他尊敬我的每一个决定，而且每当他做不出决定的时候，他都会问我的意见。
因为有尊敬，所以我们才能在一起。
因为我们互相了解，才不会有误会。
他懂，我不是霸道。
我懂，他不是软弱。
我们也会争吵，
因为两个人一定会有两个不同的性格和想法。
我们为了让对方明白，所以争吵。
但是我们不为了误会和妒忌而伤害感情。
当然很多东西是旁人看不到的。
当我也会有询问他决定的时候，他们都没看到，或者他们主观地不看到。
因为他尊敬我。
因为我珍惜他。
很多肤浅的人看表面，就自以为是的下定论。
无所谓。
他说，他懂我，就够了 :)
p/s: Sometimes you just too straight forwards and too subjective when you are dealing with things, no matter friendship or love. You judge based on what you think. I hope that one day you will realise that you're wrong and that's why things aren't going right with you. And hope that day won't be too late for you to regret.
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