Frustrating...

Waiting in the midnight, u said you will call me tonight.

You told me you miss me, wanna chat with me tonight, since we had few days didn't meet didn't together. So glad to hear that. After you played with them you still remember me, still miss me. So glad.

I on my computer sitting downstair alone. Daddy just now watched horror movie it does scared me now. Keep telling myself don't think too much. And luckily Tee is here chatting msn with me. So glad.

Time passes by.
Stomach starving.

Get a snack at kitchen and eat. Continue chatting with Tee about everything, joking, laughing. Haha. But time goes on, so slow, until 1.30.

Midnight.

I sent a message to you. Try to remind you about me, tell you I wanna sleep ler.

Sooner, you call me. You ask me go sleep, I wonder what things make you so busy and couldn't call to me. Is that so important? I ask you.

You're watching movie with your friend. Isn't alike with what you told me just now you said you are keeping things. I wait for your call like a fool and being fooled!

Next time don't you tell me how much you miss me wanna chat with me anymore, as what you have proven I even not that important to you. You fool me. Can't you just tell me you don't wanna call me you wanna watch movie with him? But what you did you make me totally like an idiot. Wait for a guy likes you holding the heart of gladness. Maybe I'm just acting too over on this case but, you make me see clearly about, I'm not important as a girlfriend, I'm just a girl so call girlfriend. You aren't needing me.

Thanks.

p/s: Just wanna express out the thing that makes me cry out. Eventough it is such a stupid thing.