Semester Break

Semester break. Planned to have a job during this one-month-long break but due to some problems, at last, I'm going to spend my break at hometown with do nothing. Planned more things to do, so that I may gain something besides weight during this semester break.

i. Practice guitar

Wanna practice make perfect my guitar skill, take maybe two hours a day to play guitar. 

ii. Practice singing

Planned to work as singer at nearby cafe, (just plan), so, wanna practice more as I have found that my singing become worse these days due to lack practice. Hmm. I do really wanna sing well if not to work as singer. Maybe, also two or more hours in a day.

iii. Dancing

Wanna dance, dance nicer, so, maybe once in a week dance in room, haha, maybe.

iv. Watch drama

Addicted to a drama since couple years ago, Ghost Whisperer. Lately just downloaded the latest season. Wanna finish it during these days.

v. Practice drawing

As a designer, need to be skillful in drawing. But I'm still not really good in that. Hence I think is a must for me to do this task. Haha.

vii. Spend time with family

This is the most important thing for me. How to do it, at first, gonna celebrate my brother's 8th birthday grandly~~Haha, held a barbeque at home and mummy invites many relatives come. Sister invites her friends and I, invites Tee. Actually wanna ask more to come, Joyous, Esther, and Hong. But all not free to come. Haha most important is Tee, for my brother. Then, will spend time for family, maybe watching Blu-ray together, chit-chat...

Erm, Hong go to work lerr. Can't chat with him everyday, as he is working as night shift, morning has to sleep also. Just can wait, for the next month, he will move to hostel, than we can meet everyday ler. Wait, and miss...Not really feel relief, worry if...But I wanna trust Hong, trust him. That's what I can only do apart from worry everyday. Love you.


Erm, there are going to be a period not together with all my beloved friends also, especially my D5 fellows. Huh gonna miss you all so so much. Longing for the day we meet, the start of the new semester, then we can play and eat and study and crazy together ler ^^ Hope that our friendship is not going to be faded although long time no see, hehe. Miss you, take care, and, enjoy~ 

I was With You

Have some happy days with you before we separate...

The night we went to Wangsa Walk,

It was a Saturday and actually you can stay at home relax and have a rest but, you weren't do so, and came to school to accompany me who stayed hostel alone nothing to do. We went for movie at Wangsa Walk. It was our first time went there, we didn't know how to reach there, but at last luckily we made it. Reached there and bought the tickets for "The Descent 2", where the movie we decided wanna watch haven't show yet. We bought for couple seats. It was the first time for me to sit on couple seat. Hehe. It was comfortable, and no obstacle between the seats yours and mine. We sat so close. Ahaa the movie was totally scary and even scared you this big man off XD The scene was so excited and fasten every heartbeat of us. It was embarrasing when there was only I screamed when the creature jumped out and my scream filled over the cinema, LOL. You closed my mouth immediately,and also kept closing until the movie was finished. Then, it was late. We couldn't get any bus, and we decided to WALK back! In the dark night, we walked without really know about the right direction, scared if there might be some robbery. >< But at last when we reached a petrol station, we gave up and took a taxi to back school. As it was impossible for you to back Jalan Ipoh, we overnighted at our school's hall...

I taught you Bahasa Melayu, and I sang, you listened, you felt sleepy. We went into the snowy rain...It was an unforgetable romantic night for me, even tough sleepy, yea, we stayed awake until morning, and you back after the bus came. 


Dear, thanks that your love...


Another day, before National Day. You had your Bahasa Malaysia test. After that you brought me to Times Square =) Yea, just once before we separate...

We had our enjoyable moment there where was really really nice and rarely for us, I brought you to taste on the cake which I had it for every birthday few years ago, Chocolate Indulgence, at Secret Recipe. It was really delicious. We shared a slice, one bite for you, and one for me. So sweet ^^ And then, you this big dinasour still hadn't full yet, hence you brought me to the next station, Kenny Rogers. Haha damn full. Then, we wandered around. Saw a nice Spongebob's t-shirt! And you bought it for me, so for a Patrick's toy, we bought it together, as a gift for my little brother, thanks dear, muackss ^^ Planned for watch the Pirana next time =)

Then we went home. We played Chinese chess together, haha and I lose >< HUH next time I wanna win you. Blekk. And played many more games together with your sister, haha, it was really fun. XD Waited for the fireworks meanwhile watched the damn lame Scary Movie 4. Lol. But then sincce it was raining, no more fireworks >< And than, we slept.

Woke up at twelve and had a breakfast with RongQiang.

You sent me to Chow Kit, and we separated there... On the bus my tears almost drop but I managed to hold them back. Watched you further and further than me when the bus moved on...There are going to be a month time we stay apart. Takecare, and be careful when you work. I'll see you soon, and love you, as always...

 

Legs Pain Ouchh

Final is reaching finally huhu, while I'm still blogging here, huhu. =p Today's subject is Hubungan Etnik, finished read the tips that lecturer gave, just the tips only I have read. Lazy ><

Yesterday went to Esther's house actually planned to study there but when we reached there, they were all swimming there >< How to study~~~ Since I can't swim, so I just watched them sat aside, kinda pity huhu. Sat aside with Hong, but wasn't talked much with him, don't know why, just moody.

Really walked a lot yesterday! Legs damn pain...

Went to overnight at Hong's house again wanna study since I really cannot study alone. At last I did made it also, studied there and left only a few parts to study at school tomorrow. Slept at one.

At night, my legs damn pain until couldn't really get in sleep >< Nightmare. And woke up at 5 morning. Went to school after cleaned because we scared that might be jammed due to exam week. But luckily not, so we reached school at 7. Ate breads as breakfast. Studied again. and after studied there were still left much time, I started download my "Ghost Whisperer season 5", and started blogging until now...huhu.

Ma Editted Pictures

According to tee, this one looks like angel huhu XD (perasan)

Pinky An

This all is after edit de,, aren't alike with real one oh~~The real Angela isn't that pretty larrr huhu =P

Happiness That I Had Absent For

Just finish have a look on Joyous, my dear friend's blog. It is all about the days they played around and so happy. I can read the heartbeat of Joyous from his blog. I knew he was so happy during those days. Really glad to see that. God, I would like to spend one of my wishes to pray for his happiness.

Really sad that I couldn't be with them when they were crazying around all the places, laugh together eat together played sweated... But so happy is when I know Hong was kinda enjoyed with them. =) Since Zack's birthday, and overnight at Zack's house, at Hong's nearby park. I just absent from there. Kinda sad but nothing much to do with. Hong wasn't really told me about his happiness but I'll bet he was really had his time. Thanks Joyous to let me know about these days how happy are you guys. If time can go back, hmm, ya I would still choose to back home. That's for sure. Anyway, see you guys happy, so I'll. Especially Joyous, and Hong. Eventough I'm not the one who brings you guys happiness. I'm not your angel of happiness, I'm just the tiny one who glad for your smile.

Friendship  forever.

Frustrating...

Waiting in the midnight, u said you will call me tonight.

You told me you miss me, wanna chat with me tonight, since we had few days didn't meet didn't together. So glad to hear that. After you played with them you still remember me, still miss me. So glad.

I on my computer sitting downstair alone. Daddy just now watched horror movie it does scared me now. Keep telling myself don't think too much. And luckily Tee is here chatting msn with me. So glad.

Time passes by.
Stomach starving.

Get a snack at kitchen and eat. Continue chatting with Tee about everything, joking, laughing. Haha. But time goes on, so slow, until 1.30.

Midnight.

I sent a message to you. Try to remind you about me, tell you I wanna sleep ler.

Sooner, you call me. You ask me go sleep, I wonder what things make you so busy and couldn't call to me. Is that so important? I ask you.

You're watching movie with your friend. Isn't alike with what you told me just now you said you are keeping things. I wait for your call like a fool and being fooled!

Next time don't you tell me how much you miss me wanna chat with me anymore, as what you have proven I even not that important to you. You fool me. Can't you just tell me you don't wanna call me you wanna watch movie with him? But what you did you make me totally like an idiot. Wait for a guy likes you holding the heart of gladness. Maybe I'm just acting too over on this case but, you make me see clearly about, I'm not important as a girlfriend, I'm just a girl so call girlfriend. You aren't needing me.

Thanks.

p/s: Just wanna express out the thing that makes me cry out. Eventough it is such a stupid thing.

Uhukk XD

Uhukk,, one day passed by. Did nothing in this day uhukk.

Wake up at noon uhukk.
Online downloaded the lectures' notes to study but didn't study also uhukk.
Online chatted with Tee half day passed uhukk.
Watched 3D "Journey to the center of the earth" with brother until eyes blurr blurr uhukk.
Edited my nicee nicee photo using Meitu uhukk. Here is my editto photo keke.

Waiting see if someone will come find me or not...But nothing I had waited. Stayed at home actually really nothing much to do besides together with family. Hmm. Soooo, tomorrow since daddy has no work we will go out and shopping~ Yipee!

Hey Hong...miss u so so much leh. Tonight you wanna call me ooh, lets chat long long time again like that night, love to chat with you. But more prefer to stay beside you. When only you'll come visit me my dear?? Heard Tee said you'll come if Tee comes also, wait you, okay??Muaks.

Mummy and daddy watching horror movie in Ling's room!My gosh...I haven't bath nia...Huhu...Hearing the music is enough for me to shiver...Uhukk.

An's Happy Weekdays

On Tuesday,

::Day to pass up all our final assignments, the Dry Media and the Design Fundamental. Rushed all the day until fully exhausted. Wasn't happy because our dry media's lecturer really unfair obviously to our class, she hates our class can be said so, just because of our class isn't expert like the others. Why she has to do so? Are we do any wrong? No we just maybe lack of experience and technique on all these drawing stuff but we are neglected at all, that make me frustrated and disappointed. I did worked hard, we all did worked hard, you deny us all. I hate you honestly.

::Our KitKat obtained B, upgraded from C+ to B, all is from our full-heart hardwork. Kinda proud of it, thanks for Hong and Zack, my dearest groupmates that always help me and be with me even sometimes I get frustrated when doing assignment. I'm not that good if without you guys. Muaks^^
::Hong came to hostel overnight, ate dinner together.^^ We played fighting like children haha, and that was so fun. Every moment spend with the people we love is just so happy.

On Wednesday,
::Hong went to school in order to settle his loan stuff and I did said to meet him after I woke up from dream. When I reached college hall I was told that Hong was out to solve some unpredictable problems. Luckily he managed to get back and settled everything on time.
::But we soon went to help a coursemate who was get into a big problem. We ran around the campus and lastly, successful helped the little helpless girl. Did a good deed, happy even tough exhausted...^^
::Went ang hung at Cyber Center for facebook awhile. Happy that put up our relationship on our page. Muaks dear I love you^^
::After had a nap in hostel for about an hour, we went Jaya Jusco with Chin also to search for the first meal to eat along the day and also to buy a gift for our dearest Zack as his birthday is on the corner. We went there and waited for the McValue that started at 6, meanwhile we went to MPH to buy some book. Me and Chin were kept dropping our saliva as we read the soup recipe...(sweat) hungry still read those books. Haha time passed so slow but at last reached 6 also, we rushed to McD and ordered and ate. Huh that's so called happiness^^And than back.
::Watched the Japanese animation with Hong, sweet moment^^. Chin then cooked the mushroom instant mee for us in the midnight 2. Haha. Just eat. Then slept.

On Thursday,
::Today I'm going to back hometown for about a week. At morning woke up in eleven beside Hong. Watched the animation again and then cleaned ourselves then went to school. Actually I should able to get back my hostel application form at SAD today and then pay my hostel fee. But due to the inefficiency of the office, I have to come back again at next week. ==
::On the way back home I kept talking none stop haha, trasformed back become the talkative An agian. Haha. We went to SS2 to had our dinner with my family^^Char-kuey-teow, Tonghun, popiah, ABC, Jawa mee, fried lobak...HUH full~~Ate a lotsa nice food, and mummy and my stomach "swell" up like pregnant already, wakaka.
::Shopped at 100Yen Shop and found many interesting Japan things, I bought a box of candy because it seems so nice feel for me. ^^ Next time wanna buy the Japanese-styled bowl for Ling as she likes it sooooo much. >< No money now...sob.
::Daddy bought some Blu-ray again, and we enjoyed the disc at home together. Home sweet home. =)
::Can't make to go to Zack's house with all friends because I'm hometown now, can't celebrate his birthday with him even tough his present from me and Hong and Chin is at me. Aiks sorry brother, Happy Birthday anyway Zack, enjoy ya^^ [I know you will, muaks]

p/s : Will back to hostel on Tuesday, gonna spend some days at home. Gonna miss you much when I'm enjoying at home, relaxing at home, tough. Gambateh study for final ya^^ Muaks. See ya my dear.=)

For weekends

Friday
Back from Titiwangsa and then accompanied Hong to Mutiara cut his hair, nice hairstyle ma dear^^ Decided wanna have a movie "The Descent 2" but at last didn't go for it because of laziness. Haha. Zack was just damn tired and fell asleep not longer after lied down. Then watched a very very very disgusting old movie with Hong, OMG the scene was soooooo make me sick, huh, and at the end I had totally no more feeling on it already haha.

Saturday
Had a cold-war with Hong due to some problem, and my untrusted and jealousy. Cried on the way back home but after heard Zack's explaination, I knew that there was nothing just misunderstood.

Sorry Hong for always not trusting you, for always fire on you. Just because of too care about you. I'm sorry and I promise that I do really really change it okay?I want we two happy when together, I love you.

An exciting night went to i-City with Tee, Brenda and Zack. Hong wasn't with me this time but I think is okay except there're a little bit lonely. Great memory in such a great place I had ever been. Colourful and wonderful lightning makes the environment around looks pretty nice. Snap dozens of pictures there to be kept as memory. Next time wanna come along with daddy mummy, Ling and Weng, not forget once with Hong.^^

Sunday

What a stupid ending given to a happy day...Just don't wanna mention anymore over here. Happened something SUCK but luckily Tee and Zack were be with me that time. And nice McD nice Japin food^^

Thousands thanks to you guys.

Chatted about an hour more with Hong made me end my day with an happy ending and sweet dream...

Tomorow will be a whole new day for Angela and her friends.

Gambateh!!

My Life Goes On Because Of LOVE

First of all,,

Happy Birthday To Joyous!!!!XD

Haha,

Wish that your dreams come true and, happy always ya...=)

Hmm,
Last week for study liao,, going to end ma first semester liao,, nice but BUSY ><

Busy dealing with Dry Media the potraits and sketches,
Busy designing Design Fundamental the poster.

Hmm sleepness nights. A bit hard to take it. Huh luckily you're always there for me when I almost gone down, thanks Hong. And not forget to thanks ma family that support me mentally so that I can keep holding on no matter how hard is the situation now=)

Yesterday I know that he had broken up with his girlfriend, I wondered how can it be but soon I found the answer out maself, from those photo, ya you again started with a new girl and left your girlfriend with alot of excuses I can imagin that, as I passed through it before also, I sympathy to the ex-girlfriend and I have totally no comment on what had he did. Just left my mood down and down and down with this such stupid and nonsense reason.

Yesterday when Hong and me was chatting, I asked him, will we get marry? Haha I know it just too fast to ask but everytime when I am serious in a relationship, I know I will expect for whole life long. Not play. Relationship isn't used to play with. Hong answered, "Wait, until my finance is stable, have a car, have a house, that's the time." I have no idea about how happy was I at that moment as I know he isn't the boy who simply give promises. But he did. I have no more worry about the relationship. Even though I know there are lot chances that he might change might leave might regret on what he has said. But now, I know he loves me. And also, I'm glad that Hong is the guy who really cares about me and respects me. Isn't alike with the other guys.

Days aren't easy,

Life isn't easy too.

But with all of the one I loves and loves me, I know my life is going to be wonderful.

Daddy Mummy Ling Weng Hong Zack Tee Joyous Esther Brenda

7th August and 8th August at Hometown

Passed through a nice weekend at hometown.

Back with Tee and joined by Hong, JunHong and Zack.

Had the great movie moments with family for some big movie "Armadidon" and "Twilight".

Cried like a child on your hand when watched "Armadidon".

Hot crazily to put our legs inside the hot water at Kolam Air Panas Hulu Tamu, and sweated non-stop.

Happy watched "Inuyasha Final Act" with Ling at home and lastly managed to finish it.^^

All seconds I spent at Batang Kali are awesome and pretty nice. With parents, with Ling and Baby, with Tee and Zack and JunHong, and with Hong.

Happy weekend and wish to have the great weekdays too.=)

::Happy go lucky Angela::

I'm incharging my life

Isn't in a good mood now...again!



Should we believe in religion so much until we follow what the "sifu" told us to do...??I don't know...I'm confusing...I did believe in this stuff before but now...I don't know!

I'm believing that our fate is handled and control by ourselves if we did good, will receive the good feedback and if not, then bad. Isn't everything is like this meh??Can someone tell me what to do...??

I still can remember the Buddhist class in NS, the teacher told us that, in the Buddha we didn't need to believe on those "Sifu" and we need no depend on those stuff that said can be used to change our life or what else...all we need to do is believe in ourselves, do good deeds and then you will be watched by God and will be rewarded. Mummy...don't too believe in what have the Sifu said, okie?I'm not blaming you but I just don't hope that you will become unhappy and worry always about what he said, what he warned. Mummy, our life are used to be depended on our hands, our deeds. I believe that if I never did any bad things, then, I'm not going to meet any bad things, and if I do, I know that God does bless me because I never do bad things...




I'll prove you that our life our fate aren't fixed by our religion...but ourselves thought and deeds.

Moody-ing

Staying up in this very midnight, mood isn't really in well. That's bad.

Not having enough sleeping in these couple of days, all because of rushed for assignments, and well at last managed to finish one of them and the product was quite satisfacted. =)

I just can't figure out what make me such moody now, just hope that someone is here for me, perhaps is my sister, Ling. I miss her so much especially today when I watched Inuyasha Final Act, I miss her badly. I like the moment when I'm with her. Hmm, I'm going back home this weekends, and thanks Tee that going to be my driver on that day. =) Let's snap some nice photo at Sungai Tua.

Hong...I miss you. Have you miss me? Sorry that I know my hot-tempered today's evening has scared you off...I'm sorry about that. I did it twice that's one in today morning. I'm scary.Haiz...

Designer's lifestyle, sleep at noon then wake up at night, design in the very sweet night and through out until the sun rise. And...my head is damn in pain now like going to explode...><>

Hmm, having fun when go to study because of you guys, DGDG. And also when I get knowledge and idea through study. Have a lotsa fun. I love college life eventhough it's super duper tiring.

Passed my guitar test and managed to reach level two. Congratulation to me =) Have to be practised more so that skill can be improved and improved and improved. Thanks my guitar tutor that have taught me a lot. =) Thanks Tee that always practise with me and accompanied me during my test.

Hong is going to move into hostel next semester. That's great as I think hostel is really really provide many convinients to students, saving money and time, a lot.

Staying up in the very midnight, I'm in bad mood,I'm on my own...