We're not meant to be together since the start and I knew it, just deny it.
Its not anyone else's fault. I know and ain't blaming anyone.
Keep on wondering should I end this relationship up when you left the right for me to choose. Not easy even tough I know what has rotten should been threw away. Not easy to let go even when you slapped me and make my heart broke to pieces...Hurt on my face and hurt on my heart. But I'm still not sure if it is killed.
Every word you said is hurting me so bad.
Every chance I gave is ignored so bad.
Every move you step is disappointing me so bad.
Why we could be so sweet when you're sweet and so pathetic when you're cruel? How many times I can bear this heartbreak? Why you aren't the one who beside me when I need you to? You would've know that how much I love you...Don't you? How can you just hurt me with those words and actions?
Give me sometimes to make a decision, the best decision to minimize the hurt to both of us, even if the hurt is unavoidable.
