Sometimes will be disappointed by someone who I'm really treating them so true like a good friend does. Somehow it's real hurt when I know I was betrayed by them. I hate when people talk bad about me not right in front of me. No matter what kind of stuff you should have told me face to face I can accept all the critics but when you say it behind me, just a small matter I will feel real bad. What worse is I treat you as friend. Actually I don't really care what was you talk about but I do care your attitude, I was thinking "what the fuck are you thinking?!" When you need me when we stay together you pretend so well like we are real friend, when when I'm not there your true face comes out? Friends aren't who you can call up when you need help and kick them when you feel you want to. I don't need you. //