Apr 24, 2012

我是 巨蟹座

我恨 我是巨蟹


如果 我能有狮子座の自信
如果 我能有双子座の潇洒
如果 我能有双鱼座の奋不顾身


或许我不会那么 挣扎


因为我是 该死の巨蟹


爱上了 却那么害怕受伤 自我保护の想要逃离
爱上了 却 不断怀疑你の爱
爱上了 却害怕 世界没有完美の爱


是在一起太久了么? 
为什么看着你 我却无话可说
是感情走到尽头了么?
为什么我们の默契 消失了


你不再在乎我的喜好 不再聆听我的悲伤


你の世界只有自己了...


我不再关心你の感受 不再追问你の爱


我の世界 也没有你了...

最后一次在你面前留下眼泪
而你の假装看不见 掉头就走
让我 彻彻底底地 死心了


不爱了


还 该不该继续
继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续
还 能不能继续
继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续
还 想不想继续
继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续继续



该死的巨蟹
被失望 给杀死了
被难过 给误导了



迷失了...
◀爱 被海浪侵蚀后 就只剩下一片泥土▶













你在哪里爱在哪里承诺在哪里未来在哪里我在哪里


Apr 22, 2012

BLA BLA BLA...

So busy these days. Its been two semester breaks that I didn't really enjoy my holidays. My holidays have been sold by me. AIKS. Its a lie if I tell you I don't envy when I saw my friends they travel all place or spend their time with sleeping like no tomorrow. LOL. What to do with my poorness. Even I save all the money up by reducing my meals, I don't have excess money for me to JUST PUT INSIDE MY POCKET. HAHA. Just hope that, I could get through the last semester and have a job, to settle down everything. I might have some money in my pocket then. HAHA.

Return home once a week. Miss Mama's cooking and miss every of my dearest so so much. 

The life living outside is tough, so tough. I'm forced to grow up. The adult life is fresh for me and yet I need to really really study it. Have met with various kind of human outside. LOL. Sometimes its really a challenge for me to deal with those people. When I feel like wanna shut their mouth or slap them but I couldn't. HAHA

Just wanna bla something here so it won't have dust over here, since nobody is coming for visiting. HAHA.