Oct 29, 2010

Art Expo 2010 - Matrade Centre

Had a really really precious experience at Art Expo 2010. Thousands thanks to my lecturer for giving us the opportunitiy. There showed up to hundreds or even more art works and it is so good that I could have to take a look over them.

It was an art exhibition which was took part by artists all over the world like local artists, Taiwan, China, Korea, Japan, Germany, Indonesia, Hungary, India, Thailand and more and more. I've never seen so much art works all in front of me before! All is fantastic and they refresh my mind sharpen my creativity.

Had the great time met with a lot of artists there especially the China artist Miao Xiao Chun and another kind old artist (forgot what is his name xP). It was so lucky that we could took photo with him and grabbed his signature on the cataloge.

Finished the serious part. Now is the funny stuff.

Haha.

We never thought that we can eat over there since the cafeteria was daylight robbery. But when we reached the China area, so soincidence the buffet was started. Haha so we were damn lucky could eat the high-classed food there and the WINE! Haha. And we (Tee, Brenda, Hsiang, Terence, Hau, DJie, Peggy, Zack, Hong and me) standed around a small table ate there and chit-chat there. Suddenly a China uncle came and wanted to snap our photo! Hahaz. What a surprise. xD Then soon came two more China uncle wanted to snap photo with us also. They weren't those visitors but were the management people over there~ What an honor~ Haha. And then they even asked us to take a photo with the Chairman of that Art Expo. Haha we said we were even more famous than those artists. Ceh ceh perasan xD But those photos were snapped by them and for sure were saved in their cameras. Haiz so perhaps our photos will appear at China xD

And the last, we were all waited the bus in front of the axhibition. And well~ we snapped a lot of funny pictures there ;)

Anyway, I love Art Expo.

Oct 23, 2010

Erm.
Many things happened around this busy week yea. Happy and sad and confuse and angry. Mixed.

First.
Wanna tell one of my friend. My sha sha de friend.
How come you will thought that I was hating you? I never mean so eventough I did done something stupid before when I was mad. I'm sorry about it and don't think too much lar yorr~ you make me felt so guilty lar weh. Sha sha de you only the one who need to take good care larh. Recover soon yea. ;)

Second.
Happy is I bought my DSLR already^^
And I'd made it not lose my tempered easily~ Hehe congratz to me ;)
And nothing too bad happen so, happy lorh~

Third.
Angry is, someone who really really "muka tebal",please lar, behave yourself okie? Don't make me blacklist you, STUPID!

Forth.
Hmm. Sad. Because of you.Hope you're not lying. I've no more strength to think about it because it will only make me more tire. I should start not to think too much. That's bad.

Fifth.
Sick already. Tired. Many assigments, exercises, presentation. Tired also. Haiz. Somebody help~~~~

Oct 20, 2010

To :: Hong

Hmm.

Promise myself. Not to get angry so fast ler. I wanna change myself. Because I wanna keep this relationship longer and longer. Eventough people aren't wishing for us, but as you said, we wanna disappointed them.

And I've found that, you pamper me more and more nowadays. Hehe happy when you're pampering me, loving me.

I don't care how people look at me or look at our relationship but, I'll try my best to keep it longer. You make me the happiest girl in the world, so I'll. I love you.

I'll be here for you just right beside you. We have to work hard towards our future by study harder and harder. Don't give up as I'll be here ready to help you everytime when you need. I know you can as how I believe in myself.

My DSLR~~~~

Wow.

Just bought my very first DSLR camera. Excited and happy.

At first have to thanks my parents who lend me money to buy eventough they aren't really afford to do so. I'm sorry and thanks.

I bought Nikon D3100 with the price RM2069. Not that expensive if compared with the others. I think it worth that price. Wish to learn more about the way to use it so that I can use it to take many many nice pictures ;)

My forth "husband". Haha.

Hey You!

Hey. You know what? You make me disappointed. I won't share anything to you and, we are just friend. Not more than that. Just the most common friend. I don't wanna be more and that will only trouble me. I hate to care on your feelings anymore and PLEASE don't act like you know everything and I'm so needing you! Stupid you.

Hate the way you're acting like a know-know.
Hate the way you think like you know everyone well.
Hate the way you act like you are so YENG and always LAN YENG!
The hate most was when you said like my mummy is just trusting you and like you. Stupid. Mummy treats you good because you're my friend. That's all and please don't act in front of me anymore.

One more.
You say you are a GOOD MAN? You think that I don't know what shit you're thinking about? Act like you are treating me good and always do things for my own good? Stupid. Don't think that I know nothing about your bad ideas. You just wanna make me angry and get jealous. Tell you you were success once but nothing more. No more. I shouldn't do any respond for your stupid acts anymore. I was stupid for doing so but won't anymore.

If you're treating people good sincerely, people will know it and, no necessary at all to call yourself a GOOD MAN.

Oct 17, 2010

Recharged Angela

Tomorrow back hostel le. Packed-schedule.

Leave my sweet home again. Nothing much than sad.

Ganbateh Angela! Should do better after recharge!

Sleep lurh. Goodnight all my loves.

Oct 16, 2010

我爱你

你说的哦,要到以后哦。

表骗我哦。

我爱你。

我们一起加油吧!

努力读书、努力赚钱!

让那些看死我们的人都跌眼镜!

I also don't know what the hell I'm talking about...

I can feel your love when there are no one else.
I can feel your care when I'm the only one beside you.

I love that feel crazily.
I addicted on it seriously.
I can't take myself off from it.

I love you until I almost lost myself. That isn't sound good huh.

But I did.

So I kill my heart so that it won't tight you up.

I love you so that I left myself behind.

All I ever wanted is your happiness and smile. That's all I want to see.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

Whereas I wouldn't tell you anymore, I love you.

Love you with not loving you.

Not until you realise that how important am I in your world. Perhaps the day will not come.

My heart is died.
But died in the way no one knows not even you realise.

I love you.

矛盾

原来心死了,就没有感觉了。

再怎么难过也流不出泪了。

疲倦了。

想找事情忽略。
想找个人安慰。

麻木。
习惯。

能够不带感情地爱着你,才是幸福的。

Oct 15, 2010

Is time to learn how to let go.
亲爱的,我又提出了分手。

你不断地问我为什么,我却甩开了你的手。

我想你是累了,所以你不理我.

其实每一次我发脾气,你都不理我。
所以我难过。

你不和我说话,我会难过好久好久。
我不和你说话,你却可以若无其事的说说笑笑。
我觉得你不需要我了。其实,你真的不需要我,不是吗?我在你身边,只会加重你的负担,我却不能为你做些什么...吧?

所以我想离开。我讨厌你身边的一切。更讨厌我自己像个小孩一样任性自私。

分手吧

我说出口。

然后我们都不说话了。分开了,远远的。

我没有办法集中我的思想。不停的聊天、不停的笑,掩饰自己的颤抖,不想让别人知道,也欺骗了自己。

回家的路上耳边听着mp3,心碎的声音好几次差点让眼泪掉下来。只好抬头仰望天空,让温暖的阳光蒸发我的眼泪,却温暖不了我的心。

回到房间的我再也忍不住了,放声地大哭,反正没有人看见,没有人听见。我哭,哭得好痛好痛,却还要强迫自己去面对你。

站在你面前的我,骄傲一层一层崩塌。
我问你能不能别走,你说,不能

从那一刻起我知道我的心死了。

我们到最后,还是回到原点。没有分手。
是场闹剧。
你视我的眼泪和难过为无理取闹。
只有我自己知道,死了的心已经不会再跳了。








我。爱。你
我。不。爱。你


回家了

终于回到家了,久违了三个星期的家。世界再大,还是回家好。爸爸、妈妈、妹妹、弟弟,和外婆,我好想念你们......

最近真的发生满多事情的。

我想,都是自己太白痴了。对不起。

上课嘛。都ok。老师教了好多好多,我也学了好多好多。学会多用Illustrator,学会用DSLR(虽然我没有><),学会画画...好多好多功课呵>< 唉。

最近生病也慢慢康复了。

参加了课外活动。和每一个人说我join了篮球,每一个人都有被吓到。嘻。打篮球很辛苦呐,跑跑跳跳、老师又严格、又要做assignment...我没有球鞋,穿着我的小包鞋去打,结果呢,起了多多水泡>< 有一点苦不堪言...还有10次......><

最近的自己真的很情绪化。太过了。却控制不了。我其实很难过,却不说出来。我讨厌这样的自己,乱发脾气的......对不起。

回家了。
希望能买到DSLR。
要去做工!!不然爸爸妈妈会被我榨干榨净>< 呼呼。
和妈妈、外婆来一个大大的“爱的抱抱”,可知道在你们怀里的我多想放声大哭,一个人生活,好累......

Oct 11, 2010

Hmm.

One more week has passed. Nothign much special. But my health. Fall a sick and never recover until now. Headache, and kidney pain. Kinda worry but I do nothing. I hate hospital ><

Homework study all okay~

Money still not enough for my daily meal and buy those drawing materials, textbooks, and camera. Frustrated.

Didn't back hometown last week. Damn miss my family.

Everything runs well.

Takecare.

Oct 7, 2010

Hey long time didn't blogging jor >< Too much things to do and have no internet access at hostel ><

Anyway, I'm now leading a good and sweet life.

Eventhough sometimes, actually feel sad but I wouldn't have told anyone =]

College life is great. Love all the subjects I learn (except Tamadun Islam >< ) and I wanna work harder and harder ^^

Since Hong has borrowed the car from RongQiang so actually we went out kinda frequent. Huhu.

Have to buy a DSLR camera jor, cost around rm2000. Die soon. Haiz. Unable but have to. Sorry Daddy Mummy. I will pay back your loves with my action and result.

Hmm.

Hate somebody now. I think fews. I hate 'em. They're just so, annoying and, CHEAP. But I won't pray for them bad, huhu I'm a good girl haha. But, don't you reach my limit I will slap your ASS bitch!

Tomorrow going back home. Miss you my dear Daddy Mummy, and also my DiiDii MeiMei. Muaks. See ya soon.




I love you Hong <3